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Monday, January 26, 2004
i love Mae!!
"Summertime"
Summertime, summertime brought me back to thinking you were mine all those times.
We laid it down and left it all behind, we were blind.
Oh, the summertime.
We could ride, we could ride.
Take my hand and watch the world go by.
Laugh or cry, well we need to try, get off the line, time to fly.
Oh, the summertime.
Go on ahead and let it fade away.
No looking back you know the past will stay.
It's you and me, we could get out of here.
Jump in and go and we could drive for years.
We could feel alive...
Here we are, here we are,
windows down we see a falling star.
Stop the car.
Waiting for nothing but our beating hearts, going far.
Oh, the summertime.
So feel the air, feel the air,
take the map and point to anywhere.
I don't care. Fingers through your hair,
the sky I've seen is blue and green.
Oh, the summertime.
Driving away, leaving it all behind.
Driving away, just driving away.
I am totally obsessed with this song! it's called 'Summertime' and its by Mae..so..if you have the chance, DOWNLOAD IT NOW!!.. :)
Posted at 09:23 pm by sarah2804
Saturday, January 24, 2004
i'm running out of titkes!
Well..tonight was fun. I ended up going to the NH/Salem game at Salem. it was awesome. last night's game wasnt that exciting and no one really showed up, so, i was expecting the same thing at tonights game. no way. it was packed and our fan section was awesome. i had so much fun. the salem kida were yealling some pretty nasty things, but, when we walked out with the 70 point win they didnt have much to say. it was great. i finally just had to switch my AIM SN. he was driving me crazy. today he started in with the,"i miss you-im still in love with you-i want you back" spill. give me a break. im so over it. neways..i better go. i have to call jason.
Posted at 11:24 pm by sarah2804
hola!!
omg! he still wont leave me alone. ggrrr. im bout to go all rambo on his ass. lol. wee. anyways...is this not the cutest picture you've ever seen? ..lol. well...i better go. see ya!!
Posted at 11:27 am by sarah2804
Friday, January 23, 2004
woohoo grapefruit!!
I love grapefruit! its so awesome. I just got home from the NH/Lanesville game. it was pretty exciting. we won. there for awhile it wasnt looking too good for us, but, cody got the game back. there are just a couple of people sho shouldnt be on the team, let alone be starting. its b.s. I have the worst cold ever. i never ever get sick, but, whoa, it hit me when i got up this morning. my head feels like its floating on a string, one side of my nose is running, the other side is stopped up, my ears are clogged, and i cant stop sneezing. its horrible. my nose is so sore. i dont know for sure what my plans are for tomorrow. ive had a couple different offers, so, who knows. i will either go to the movies or go to A La Fiesta for an 18+ dance party. hell, maybe i'll even pull of both. who knows. sunday me, becca, greg, sammy, and ashley are meeting up to go see the play at school. hey, its extra credit. so, ive been talking to this guy from new albany who is a solo artist...and..his music is so awesome. the lyrics are even better. i love it. i was supposed to meet him last friday but..yeah..i got caught up in something else. anyways..he has this awesome song called Falling and it goes:
there's something i can't explain about you that makes me weak. i lose my breath to feel your touch. i'm helpless. rescue me.
i see you and i can't speak. emotion gets the best of me. so sweetly, i dream of of you. complete me. i need you.
your eyes, your eyes. oh, how they shine. i can see the reflection of the stars in your eyes. as i gaze, as i gaze i see everything i've been searching for. catch me i'm falling.
whoa..its awesome. neways...i need to find scott. bye!!
Posted at 10:06 pm by sarah2804
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
LEAVE ME THE EF ALONE!!
omg. i cant take it anymore. i wish he'd just leave me alone. im so sick of his whining. and its all the time. so, i think im going to be all smart and just block his name on my AIM SN, and then just turn my away message off on my other SN. no, he gets a new SN and hes still talking to me. how do i get myself into these messes? i mean, if he were to just say a simple "hi, how are you?" that would be fine. i dont care about his relationshiop curse or the girl he met at McDonalds. what kind of a girl would pick up a guy at the McDonalds anyways? He sits here and just whines and complains about how much he misses me and how hes cursed in relationships. wel, what the hell do you want me to do about it? seriously. i have enough things going on right now. the last thing i need is him. i seriously think hes psycho. when i tell him im going out with friends..he wants to know who i m with, where im going, and what time i'll be back. um, no, i dont really think so. thats why i broke up with him in the first place. Hes trying to find reassurance in me and hes definately not going to get it. he rambles on and the extent of my input is either "oh", "yeah". or "i dont know". i mean seriously..take a hint. i would if someone was saying that to me. anways, to show you how psycho he is, ive decided to share a convo with you. hope you enjoy, cause i sure dont. i have to go for now, the OC is on! yes!
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:12 PM): lol, i was shocked today
Afireinside2804 (8:39:15 PM): why?
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:23 PM): a chick actually flirted with me
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:24 PM): lol
Afireinside2804 (8:39:30 PM): lol
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:49 PM): yeah, it was at mcdonald's too
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:51 PM): lol
Neo Tallgeese II (8:40:47 PM): she was working there, i guess she was on break and she sat down a couple tables down from me and then turned towards me and started making eyes at me after a while
Afireinside2804 (8:40:54 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:41:12 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:41:33 PM): lol
Neo Tallgeese II (8:41:45 PM): i probably should have talked to her
Afireinside2804 (8:41:51 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:42:11 PM): my ex was being a major bitch the other day
Afireinside2804 (8:42:16 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:42:45 PM): she was trying to rub it in my face that she got a new boyfriend and i was saying i didn't care so then she was saying she might skip school with him and fuck him
Afireinside2804 (8:42:55 PM): oh thats nice
Neo Tallgeese II (8:42:58 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:43:21 PM): i was like "you know what? i don't give a fuck anymore. do what you want to do. have fun"
Neo Tallgeese II (8:43:35 PM): then she got all pissy
Afireinside2804 (8:43:51 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:04 PM): yeah, do you think she was trying to make me jealous?
Afireinside2804 (8:44:09 PM): i dont know
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:23 PM): neither do i, but either way, just no
Afireinside2804 (8:44:32 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:38 PM): lol, i about called her a slut
Afireinside2804 (8:44:43 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:59 PM): yeah, i mean come on, only a slut would put out on like the 3rd day of dating
Neo Tallgeese II (8:45:23 PM): am i right?
Afireinside2804 (8:45:41 PM): i dont know.
Neo Tallgeese II (8:45:58 PM): ok
Neo Tallgeese II (8:46:14 PM): i mean, having sex on just the 3rd date would be bad, but the 3rd day you'd been going out is wrong
Afireinside2804 (8:46:23 PM): i dont know
Neo Tallgeese II (8:46:35 PM): why do you say that?
Afireinside2804 (8:46:41 PM): cause i really dont know
Neo Tallgeese II (8:46:45 PM): okay
Neo Tallgeese II (8:47:09 PM): i'm sad
Afireinside2804 (8:47:18 PM): ok. why/
Neo Tallgeese II (8:47:45 PM): i met this girl that i REALLY like and we hit it off really well and she likes me a lot too, but she's going to be moving to italy in about a month
Afireinside2804 (8:47:51 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:48:04 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:48:24 PM): lol, my curse strikes again, i actually find another girl that i like, but there's no chance of a relationship
Afireinside2804 (8:48:29 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:48:42 PM): yeah, i must be cursed
Afireinside2804 (8:48:53 PM): maybe
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:10 PM): ever since brittany left me, my love life has been terrible
Afireinside2804 (8:49:15 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:32 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:48 PM): i thought things were starting to look up with you, and then that went to shit
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:53 PM): and the process keeps repeating
Afireinside2804 (8:50:31 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:01 PM): in the last like 3 months or so, i've gone out with 6 girls
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:10 PM): and the longest relationship was just over a month
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:16 PM): for me, that's horrible
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:39 PM): before that, the average length of my relations was like 6 or 7 months
Neo Tallgeese II (8:52:05 PM): now the average is like a week
Afireinside2804 (8:52:23 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:52:57 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:53:17 PM): i don't know what to do about it
Afireinside2804 (8:53:40 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:54:33 PM): if this keeps up, i'll end up marrying anything i can get. even if i don't find her attractive or love her, just so i can have kids and have something to love
Afireinside2804 (8:54:42 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:55:18 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:56:16 PM): i yearn for someone that i can give my love to, but i keep being denied that. so, i'm willing to do just about anything to get someone. i think i'd even adopt a kid just so i could have someone to love
Neo Tallgeese II (8:56:34 PM): but even then, i'd still be devoid of companionship
Afireinside2804 (8:56:46 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:57:20 PM): i've been thinking about things like this a lot lately
Afireinside2804 (8:57:34 PM): yeah
Afireinside2804 (8:57:36 PM): i have to go
Afireinside2804 (8:57:44 PM): its time for the OC
Neo Tallgeese II (8:57:51 PM): ok
Neo Tallgeese II (8:58:34 PM): did you even pay attention to what i was talking about?
Afireinside2804 (8:58:43 PM): yes
Posted at 09:06 pm by sarah2804
Saturday, January 17, 2004
insomnia
Insomnia..i think i have it. Amber and i went and rented movie and i barely made it through the first one. i was so sleepy and i couldnt even keep my eyes open. so, after she leaves, i go straight to bed...only to just stare up at the ceiling. i cannot fall asleep. i even feel tired right now but i know i wont be able to sleep. I feel sick. not only stomach sick, but like, conscious sick too. i'm worry myself sick over this whole thing. what happened wasnt bad in any way..but i'm freaking out over it. its so hard just to act like nothing ever happened. i do know one thing, i will never be able to look at _ _ _ _ _ the same way again. i think thats what makes me the most sick. i feel like i have absolutely no one to talk to who will understand any of this. there are 2 main people who i usually go to in an emergency, but just my luck both of those people are involved. i think about calling one of them, but, i just dont think i could tell that person what i really feel. its just a big mess. i dont know how i get myself into these messes. i'm so disappointed over this one person and its just making me sick. i really dont know what to do. i cant just let it all blow over. i dont even want to look at _ _ _ _ _ right now, let alone tell them how i feel. i just feel betrayed i guess.
Posted at 10:51 pm by sarah2804
i think im....
overdramatic!!!...seriously. i freak out over the smallest things sometimes and it drives me crazy. I may not make the smartest decisions sometimes, but, there really arent any horrific, fatal consequences. i just need to lighten up. alot. i need to be carefree and not worrysome. i worry over everything and i blow it all up bigger than what it really is. i wish there was a support group for over dramaticists. is that even right? is that even a word? i dont know. on a better note, i got my acceptance letter from U of L. I was so nervous and scared that i wouldnt get in, but, i didnt have any problem. i really am a good kid. last night me, elyce, scott, and quincy went out to eat. it took us forever to decide what we were going to do next, but, we finally ended up at Trixie's. yeah, that was an experience. ive never seen a real naked girl in person..and there were about 20 walking around. im still in shock. scott is disappointed because he didnt get his lap dance. the weather was getting bad so we decided to call it a night around 1am. the guys at the table beside of us paid for a table dance. whoa, that was scary. this chick takes off her clothes, gets on the table, and just starts dancing and stuff. yeah, i was closer than i cared to be. tonight amber and i were going to go to bloomington, but, i think im coming down with something so i dont really feel like going. im going to see if she wants to do something else instead. well, i guess thats all for now. later!
Posted at 01:35 pm by sarah2804
Sunday, January 11, 2004
Ficken Sie ab!
haha..German is an awesome language. so my weekend was pretty good. friday night my mom took amber and i out to eat. after i got home elyce came over and me and her went to daniel's house to hang out with him and scott. we watched a couple of movies, i got pretty inebriated. scott and elyce drank too, but not as much as i did. the sleeping arrangements were pretty interesting. scott slept in the bed between me and elyce. then daniel joined us. scott had to hold me in the bed, a few mintues later we decided that probably wasnt the safest was to sleep. elyce and i got the bed, they got the floor. i didnt sleep very well. then scott woke me up when he was getting ready for work and i couldnt go back to sleep. oh well. saturday elyce and i went to clarksville, went out to eat, got new nose studs and shopped a little bit. we were going to go to the movies, but that didnt work out. i ended up going to the movies with scott, scott, and daniel. that was pretty fun. scott doesnt work anymore, so i figure i'll be seeing alot more of him. thats nice. i only used to se him like, 2 times a month, sometimes not even that. neways, i didnt do much today. i got home late/early, so i slept till like noon. i went over to ambers for a little bit. my tattoo is finally starting to peel and my nose is finally healing up. thats a plus. it hurts. well, im going to go. later!
Posted at 08:23 pm by sarah2804
Friday, January 09, 2004
yay snow day!
yay for snow days. i only slept till 930, but still, its all good. so, tonight mom is taking me and amber out for my birthday. then i have to wait for scott to call cause daniel's parents are out of town for the weekend and i think im spending the night over there. he said last night that everything was still on, so hes supposed to call me later and let me know for sure. right now im really bored. i have been watching the lifetime channel since 9:30 this morning. oh boy. and my nose really hurts. i dont regret doing it or anything, its just kinda puffy on the inside and it hurts. it kinda feels like the skin on the inside of my nose is trying to grow over it. i hope not. i like it. hopefully the swelling will go down by next week. and my tattoo is now itching, which is a good sign. then it'll peel and everything will be good. i hope. i really like my tattoo. well, im going to get back to the lifetime channel. later!
Posted at 01:56 pm by sarah2804
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
i have the biggest balls of them all!!
Today was very fun. even school was ok. i cannot believe how easy my schedule is. i might as well just go home after lunch, i dont have a real class after that. hell, i dont even have a real class before lunch. i have english 1st period and government 2nd. i should just go home after 2nd. those are the only 2 classes i need anyways. elyce came over after school and took me out for my birthday. we went to wal mart and got nose studs then went over to preston highway in louisville and got our noses pierced. i was so nervous, but it didnt hurt at all. it just felt like getting my ears pierced. hers looks really good too. it doesnt even hurt the slightest bit. im surprised. then we went out to eat and went back to wal mart to get rubbing alcohol. we had to buy little round band-aids to cover them up cause i cant have it at school and she cant have it at work. but all in all its great. its very natural feeling. i forget i have it done. we ran into greg mosier at wal mart and i think we got elyce talked into geting a tattoo also. greg is going to be in the studio tomorrow, so we're going down there to "look" after i get out of school. i out look in parenthesis because when i went in there thats all i had planned to do too. it never works out that way. amber, if you read this and wont to "look" too, let me know. itll be our little secret. lol. i just finished typing my homework for sturgeon. now i have to go clean my tattoo, clean my nose, take a shower, and go to bed. im tired. im not dressing up tomorrow. looks like cotton pants and a hoodie for me! yay! neways...im off to bed! night!!
Posted at 10:26 pm by sarah2804
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