overdramatic!!!...seriously. i freak out over the smallest things sometimes and it drives me crazy. I may not make the smartest decisions sometimes, but, there really arent any horrific, fatal consequences. i just need to lighten up. alot. i need to be carefree and not worrysome. i worry over everything and i blow it all up bigger than what it really is. i wish there was a support group for over dramaticists. is that even right? is that even a word? i dont know. on a better note, i got my acceptance letter from U of L. I was so nervous and scared that i wouldnt get in, but, i didnt have any problem. i really am a good kid. last night me, elyce, scott, and quincy went out to eat. it took us forever to decide what we were going to do next, but, we finally ended up at Trixie's. yeah, that was an experience. ive never seen a real naked girl in person..and there were about 20 walking around. im still in shock. scott is disappointed because he didnt get his lap dance. the weather was getting bad so we decided to call it a night around 1am. the guys at the table beside of us paid for a table dance. whoa, that was scary. this chick takes off her clothes, gets on the table, and just starts dancing and stuff. yeah, i was closer than i cared to be. tonight amber and i were going to go to bloomington, but, i think im coming down with something so i dont really feel like going. im going to see if she wants to do something else instead. well, i guess thats all for now. later!