Entry: LEAVE ME THE EF ALONE!! Wednesday, January 21, 2004



omg. i cant take it anymore. i wish he'd just leave me alone. im so sick of his whining. and its all the time. so, i think im going to be all smart and just block his name on my AIM SN, and then just turn my away message off on my other SN. no, he gets a new SN and hes still talking to me. how do i get myself into these messes? i mean, if he were to just say a simple "hi, how are you?" that would be fine. i dont care about his relationshiop curse or the girl he met at McDonalds. what kind of a girl would pick up a guy at the McDonalds anyways? He sits here and just whines and complains about how much he misses me and how hes cursed in relationships. wel, what the hell do you want me to do about it? seriously. i have enough things going on right now. the last thing i need is him. i seriously think hes psycho. when i tell him im going out with friends..he wants to know who i m with, where im going, and what time i'll be back. um, no, i dont really think so. thats why i broke up with him in the first place. Hes trying to find reassurance in me and hes definately not going to get it. he rambles on and the extent of my input is either "oh", "yeah". or "i dont know". i mean seriously..take a hint. i would if someone was saying that to me. anways, to show you how psycho he is, ive decided to share a convo with you. hope you enjoy, cause i sure dont. i have to go for now, the OC is on! yes!


Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:12 PM): lol, i was shocked today
Afireinside2804 (8:39:15 PM): why?
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:23 PM): a chick actually flirted with me
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:24 PM): lol
Afireinside2804 (8:39:30 PM): lol
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:49 PM): yeah, it was at mcdonald's too
Neo Tallgeese II (8:39:51 PM): lol
Neo Tallgeese II (8:40:47 PM): she was working there, i guess she was on break and she sat down a couple tables down from me and then turned towards me and started making eyes at me after a while
Afireinside2804 (8:40:54 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:41:12 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:41:33 PM): lol
Neo Tallgeese II (8:41:45 PM): i probably should have talked to her
Afireinside2804 (8:41:51 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:42:11 PM): my ex was being a major bitch the other day
Afireinside2804 (8:42:16 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:42:45 PM): she was trying to rub it in my face that she got a new boyfriend and i was saying i didn't care so then she was saying she might skip school with him and fuck him
Afireinside2804 (8:42:55 PM): oh thats nice
Neo Tallgeese II (8:42:58 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:43:21 PM): i was like "you know what?  i don't give a fuck anymore.  do what you want to do.  have fun"
Neo Tallgeese II (8:43:35 PM): then she got all pissy
Afireinside2804 (8:43:51 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:04 PM): yeah, do you think she was trying to make me jealous?
Afireinside2804 (8:44:09 PM): i dont know
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:23 PM): neither do i, but either way, just no
Afireinside2804 (8:44:32 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:38 PM): lol, i about called her a slut
Afireinside2804 (8:44:43 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:44:59 PM): yeah, i mean come on, only a slut would put out on like the 3rd day of dating
Neo Tallgeese II (8:45:23 PM): am i right?
Afireinside2804 (8:45:41 PM): i dont know.
Neo Tallgeese II (8:45:58 PM): ok
Neo Tallgeese II (8:46:14 PM): i mean, having sex on just the 3rd date would be bad, but the 3rd day you'd been going out is wrong
Afireinside2804 (8:46:23 PM): i dont know
Neo Tallgeese II (8:46:35 PM): why do you say that?
Afireinside2804 (8:46:41 PM): cause i really dont know
Neo Tallgeese II (8:46:45 PM): okay
Neo Tallgeese II (8:47:09 PM): i'm sad
Afireinside2804 (8:47:18 PM): ok. why/
Neo Tallgeese II (8:47:45 PM): i met this girl that i REALLY like and we hit it off really well and she likes me a lot too, but she's going to be moving to italy in about a month
Afireinside2804 (8:47:51 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:48:04 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:48:24 PM): lol, my curse strikes again, i actually find another girl that i like, but there's no chance of a relationship
Afireinside2804 (8:48:29 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:48:42 PM): yeah, i must be cursed
Afireinside2804 (8:48:53 PM): maybe
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:10 PM): ever since brittany left me, my love life has been terrible
Afireinside2804 (8:49:15 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:32 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:48 PM): i thought things were starting to look up with you, and then that went to shit
Neo Tallgeese II (8:49:53 PM): and the process keeps repeating
Afireinside2804 (8:50:31 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:01 PM): in the last like 3 months or so, i've gone out with 6 girls
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:10 PM): and the longest relationship was just over a month
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:16 PM): for me, that's horrible
Neo Tallgeese II (8:51:39 PM): before that, the average length of my relations was like 6 or 7 months
Neo Tallgeese II (8:52:05 PM): now the average is like a week
Afireinside2804 (8:52:23 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:52:57 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:53:17 PM): i don't know what to do about it
Afireinside2804 (8:53:40 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:54:33 PM): if this keeps up, i'll end up marrying anything i can get.  even if i don't find her attractive or love her, just so i can have kids and have something to love
Afireinside2804 (8:54:42 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:55:18 PM): yeah
Neo Tallgeese II (8:56:16 PM): i yearn for someone that i can give my love to, but i keep being denied that.  so, i'm willing to do just about anything to get someone.  i think i'd even adopt a kid just so i could have someone to love
Neo Tallgeese II (8:56:34 PM): but even then, i'd still be devoid of companionship
Afireinside2804 (8:56:46 PM): oh
Neo Tallgeese II (8:57:20 PM): i've been thinking about things like this a lot lately
Afireinside2804 (8:57:34 PM): yeah
Afireinside2804 (8:57:36 PM): i have to go
Afireinside2804 (8:57:44 PM): its time for the OC
Neo Tallgeese II (8:57:51 PM): ok
Neo Tallgeese II (8:58:34 PM): did you even pay attention to what i was talking about?
Afireinside2804 (8:58:43 PM): yes

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