Well, I made out pretty good today. I had a better day than i did yesterday, that's for sure. I got everything i put on my list. well, all except for the new Thrice cd. But that's ok. I still got Brand New, Dashboard, John Mayer, and No Doubt:The Singles. pretty awesome. expecially since my dashboard cd came with a dvd. score for me! I got every book on my book list. Plus, a new stereo system for my car, which included a cd player and 2 10" subwoofers! yes! Dad is taking it to be installed while i'm in texas. Im starting to look forward to Texas a little more each day. especailly since my uncle just told me its been in the high 60s to mid 70s down there. That's alot better than the depressing weather we're having here.
neways, i was doing really good today until i got to my g-ma's house. i enjoy being over there a lot more than the other side of the family. but still, i just felt alone. both of my cousins came with their new husbands. its weird seeing as how one's 22 and the other's 20. here i am, almost 18 years old, and i have no one. i'll probably end up old, alone, and living in the woods with my cat. my luck. Maybe i just let things get to me too much. i dont know. and now i'm going to spend new years alone. thats me major reason i dont want to go to texas. to much alone-ness. and now, for some really wrong reason i want to talk to sean again. i dont know. i do stupid things when i feel depressed. and right nw i want to talk to sean. but, i know that will open up alot more shit than i need right now. i already unblocked him from my buddy list. that is definately not good at all. i dont know, i dont want to screw up. i know i will. this Brand New cd is great. everyone should have it. I would also like to thank jason for the wonderful voice mails that he leaves me at 2 am. they, uh, brighten my day. lol. really, they do. thanks jason. I guess i don't really have that much to say. I need to put this link on my old journal so the whole 4 people who read it will go here instead. well, im done writing.