Entry: can we say PSYCHO?? Tuesday, January 27, 2004



yeah..so i tried to tell sean last night that i didnt want anything to do with him..and he keeps telling me its not over. i mean, seriously, whats he going to do about it? theres nothing he can do. anyways..heres the convo..see for yourself. i have no clue how i get myself into these messes.


Neo Tallgeese II (8:54:52 PM): hi
Afireinside2804 (8:54:56 PM): ?
Neo Tallgeese II (8:55:06 PM): too good to talk to me, are you?
Afireinside2804 (8:55:33 PM): i told you i didnt want to talk to you..its not that im too good..you dont know me, you wouldnt even know how i am.
Neo Tallgeese II (8:56:27 PM): then give me a fucking chance
Afireinside2804 (8:56:52 PM): no..you ask me the same stuff and im sick of it. ok?
Neo Tallgeese II (8:57:30 PM): fuck you, if you'd actually talk to me i wouldn't ask you the same shit
Afireinside2804 (8:57:58 PM): well..i told you i didnt want to talk about any of that but its all you seem to care about.
Neo Tallgeese II (8:58:20 PM): then just talk about whatever
Afireinside2804 (8:58:29 PM): no..
Neo Tallgeese II (9:00:22 PM): why?
Neo Tallgeese II (9:00:41 PM): what are you afraid of sarah?
Neo Tallgeese II (9:00:43 PM): huh?
Neo Tallgeese II (9:00:44 PM): what?
Afireinside2804 (9:00:51 PM): leave me alone
Neo Tallgeese II (9:01:03 PM): not until you tell me what the hell is going on
Neo Tallgeese II (9:01:16 PM): what the fuck happened to you?
Afireinside2804 (9:04:11 PM): i have other things going on..im over all of this
Neo Tallgeese II (9:04:32 PM): sarah, tell me what happened
Afireinside2804 (9:04:41 PM): leave me alone..seriously
Neo Tallgeese II (9:05:26 PM): no
Afireinside2804 (9:05:31 PM): um, oh i think so
Neo Tallgeese II (9:05:54 PM): sarah
Afireinside2804 (9:06:12 PM): what do you want from me?
Neo Tallgeese II (9:06:20 PM): i want to know what you're running from
Afireinside2804 (9:07:09 PM): im not running..i just want you to leave me alone
Neo Tallgeese II (9:07:33 PM): damnit sarah
Neo Tallgeese II (9:08:01 PM): you're basically the last person i have and you're turning your back on me
Afireinside2804 (9:08:18 PM): you want to know why?
Afireinside2804 (9:10:10 PM): because you're trying too hard to be my friend. you ask me the same things and all it feels like you're doing is trying to get sympathy. i dont care about your exs and i dont care why they broke up with you. it has nothing to do with me. it seems like you're trying to get me back and thats not going to happen. im going away for college and im out with my friends. i dont need this. just leave me alone..
Neo Tallgeese II (9:10:40 PM): lol, why won't i get you back?
Afireinside2804 (9:11:29 PM): because im over it. and you should be too. i have no feelings for you. we hadn't even dated a week. just let me go.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:12:20 PM): you have absolutely no feelings for me at all?
Afireinside2804 (9:13:02 PM): no..i dont. im not going to make it seem like i do and that theres a chance of us getting back together..because theres not. im doing my own thing and im for once im happy.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:13:25 PM): you don't seem happy
Afireinside2804 (9:13:54 PM): oh im real sure you can tell. you have no clue whats going on in my life, you wouldnt even know.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:14:06 PM): then let me know
Afireinside2804 (9:14:33 PM): no. my life is none of your business. im out doing things and having fun. just let me go.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:15:15 PM): i'm not letting you go, but i'm more than willing to let the past go
Neo Tallgeese II (9:15:17 PM): will that do?
Afireinside2804 (9:15:19 PM): no
Afireinside2804 (9:15:21 PM): it wont
Neo Tallgeese II (9:15:39 PM): stop being such a little wretch and give me a chance
Afireinside2804 (9:16:42 PM): um, excuse me? you;re not even going to talk to me like that. i dont need your bullshit. ok? you're dragging too much drama into this. you dont know me, you never really knew me, and youre not going to get to know me. let it go.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:17:16 PM): no
Afireinside2804 (9:17:21 PM): oh i think so.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:17:29 PM): you're being a brat and i don't go for that
Afireinside2804 (9:17:43 PM): yeah well, im not taking your bullshit. just leave me alone
Neo Tallgeese II (9:17:59 PM): you're just some self-righteous little girl who thinks she's all grown up now
Afireinside2804 (9:18:27 PM): oh really?..lol, you dont know who the fuck i am. get over it and leave me alone.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:18:37 PM): lol, no
Afireinside2804 (9:19:11 PM): and, really, what are you going to do about it? theres nothing you can do. get over it. i did.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:19:25 PM): then just talk to me
Afireinside2804 (9:19:28 PM): no
Afireinside2804 (9:19:42 PM): i dont want to talk to you..i dont want anything to do with you..ok/
Neo Tallgeese II (9:19:47 PM): no
Afireinside2804 (9:20:27 PM): why do you keep saying that? you think thats going to stop me? theres nothing you can do about it. im over it and ive got other things going. let it go.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:20:45 PM): i'm not giving up
Afireinside2804 (9:21:40 PM): why not? you're just making me even more mad by talking to me. there will never be an 'us'. never. its over, its done. get over it
Afireinside2804 (9:21:46 PM): you dont even know me
Neo Tallgeese II (9:21:54 PM): i don't care about an 'us'
Afireinside2804 (9:21:56 PM): it cant be that hard
Afireinside2804 (9:22:09 PM): oh whatever.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:22:21 PM): i just want a friend
Afireinside2804 (9:22:28 PM): well..you've done lost that.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:22:35 PM): i can get it back
Afireinside2804 (9:22:44 PM): no you cant. why do you keep saying that?
Afireinside2804 (9:22:56 PM): i dont want it...youre not getting it back
Afireinside2804 (9:23:03 PM): theres nothing you can do about that
Neo Tallgeese II (9:23:07 PM): oh well
Neo Tallgeese II (9:23:23 PM): you realize you can avoid all of this nonsense by just saying okay and talking
Afireinside2804 (9:23:54 PM): sean..i dont want to talk to you. i dont want anything to do with you. what dont you understand about that?
Neo Tallgeese II (9:24:10 PM): i understand it, i just don't agree with it
Afireinside2804 (9:24:35 PM): well thats your problem, not mine. you can disagree with it all you want but thats not going to change things.
Afireinside2804 (9:24:52 PM): i have to go..im expecting a call.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:25:03 PM): hold on a sec
Afireinside2804 (9:25:04 PM): no
Neo Tallgeese II (9:25:09 PM): sarah, just hear me out
Afireinside2804 (9:25:21 PM): ive heard you enough. i have to go.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:25:26 PM): sarah, come on
Afireinside2804 (9:25:48 PM): no..seriously. im done with all of this. just let it go
Neo Tallgeese II (9:25:52 PM): no
Neo Tallgeese II (9:25:56 PM): just give me a chance
Neo Tallgeese II (9:26:01 PM): i swear, i can be normal
Afireinside2804 (9:26:19 PM): no. ive given you enough chances. you dont even know me or what im like. just get over it.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:26:28 PM): sarah
Neo Tallgeese II (9:26:34 PM): you gave me 1 chance
Neo Tallgeese II (9:26:36 PM): that's not enough
Afireinside2804 (9:26:49 PM): its enough for me.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:26:58 PM): oh well, i deserve at least one more
Afireinside2804 (9:27:19 PM): no. im not going to be your friend. you've done lost it. just let it go
Neo Tallgeese II (9:27:28 PM): no damnit
Afireinside2804 (9:27:31 PM): yes
Afireinside2804 (9:27:37 PM): why do you keep saying no>?
Afireinside2804 (9:27:42 PM): its not helping any.
Neo Tallgeese II (9:27:46 PM): i don't care
Afireinside2804 (9:27:49 PM): theres nothing you can do to stop me
Neo Tallgeese II (9:27:57 PM): i don't care
Afireinside2804 (9:28:17 PM): i dont care either. i have to go, im expecting a call
Neo Tallgeese II (9:28:24 PM): sarah
Neo Tallgeese II (9:28:38 PM): please, just one more chance, a week of probation to see if we can get along
Neo Tallgeese II (9:28:40 PM): please?
Afireinside2804 (9:28:56 PM): no. i dont want to get along. its over. i have to go.
Afireinside2804 (9:28:58 PM): bye
Neo Tallgeese II (9:29:08 PM): it's not over yet
Neo Tallgeese II (9:29:09 PM): bye
Afireinside2804 (9:29:55 PM): oh it is over. im not going to listen to any more of your bullshit. i dont want anything to do with you..nothing at all. im over this and im happy. just leave me alone
Neo Tallgeese II (9:30:12 PM): only if you give me a chance
Afireinside2804 (9:30:14 PM): no
Neo Tallgeese II (9:30:18 PM): come on
Afireinside2804 (9:30:20 PM): bye
Afireinside2804 (9:30:26 PM): stop trying
Neo Tallgeese II (9:30:28 PM): 1 week, and if you still hate me, i will leave forever
Afireinside2804 (9:30:44 PM): its not going to work. i dont want a week. its over now. just drop it.
Afireinside2804 (9:30:46 PM): bye

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