Today i have to get started on my packing. its not that i dont want to go to texas, becuase i do. i just really do not want to get on that plane. and i know i have to pack now, because i dont have any other time to do it. but, what if i need something that's already been packd away? how do i get to it and then wash it and then pack it back up? its too much of a hassle. i could just procrastinate and throw everthing together before i leave for the airport. however, im really prone to leaving behind really important things, like underwear. so, thats probably not the best idea in the world. i really have to pack today. i think i have plans tomorrow night. so i cant pack away anything i might need for tomorrow night. and who knows what i need and what i dont need. i dont know. i left my eyeliner at elyce's grandma's house. i think i have backup eyeliner. i hope i do at least. i have no plans today. although i really need to go down to asgard to set up my design and my artist. and then i have to call around about nose piercings. elyce is geting my nose pierced for my birthday! yay! and my parents are getting me the tattoo. score! i think im just going to relax today and do nothing and slowly start to pack. i wonder where i'll be on new years? i'll be alone, i know that much. ggrrr..yeah, i think thats why i dont want to leave. i dont want to spend new years with a bunch of rich people that i dont know. i think im just rambling on. im going to go.

also, this thing is really making me mad. i have no clue what time zone we are in. so now, all of my entries are an hour behind. someone help me. im lost.