So, i had heard stories that mr. huffman is really bad about sending off your transcripts on time. well, when i handed him my stuff and he said it'd be in the mail the next day, i believed him. boy was that ever stupid. he told me 3 weeks ago that my stuff would be in the mail the next day. so why the hell did i get this letter from U of L saying that they havent received my transcripts yet? will someone please explain this to me? i was expecting my acceptance/denial letter next week. now i have to wait until we go back to school to even ask him about this. this is bullshit. they set up there and preach to us for 3 years about how we need to have everything in on time. i busted my butt to get that application in and now look what he's gone and done. now what am i supposed to do? i cant even apply for housing until i get accepted. Louisville Hall fills up faster than any other dorm and if i get my letter too late then i am S.O.L. this has set me behind by about 5 weeks. i held up my part and i got my application in on time. there is no reason why our counselors cannot do their part. this is ridiculous. I am so incredibly pissed off right about now. he was supposed to send them in 3 weeks ago! 3 weeks! i dont even believe this.

So, maybe going to texas will be for the best. im perturbed at a couple of people, so maybe i do just need time away. i think i waste too much time on some people. you give them a second chance, and they blow it again. why am i even bothering? will i even be talking to this person (people) this time next year? probably not. so why am i even wasting my time now? its not like it matters. im just bothered by it. i hate the indirect answers. i hate you. i think i really do hate you. i dont want to hate you, but you make it impossible for me not to hate you. i hate being lied to. sometimes i feel like this is all a big joke to you. i wish i could find out for sure. but, with my luck, i'll never know. its only 10:13 pm..someone shoot me please.